G-force(过载)

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yohosunwenbo
the dark wears thin but hasn''t broken
天色渐薄 却还没亮
the field is holding its breath with me
整片旷野 和我一同屏息
a hand I never see stays steady
有一股看不见的力 静静地
low against my back, and does not speak
停在我身后 一言不发
it doesn''t push — not yet
它还不催 时候未到
it only waits me to the edge
只把我 一步步 带到最前
so I keep still — I keep still
于是我屏住呼吸 屏着
wound to a pitch just under sound
静到 连声音都沉了下去
the hand behind me counts me down
身后那股力 替我倒数
and holds — and holds — until the holding breaks
悬着 悬到尽头
and lets go
才 骤然 松开
the air stacks up and starts to shimmer
空气一层层 叠上来 轻轻发颤
nothing spent, and everything drawn
一分力还没使 已到极处
I am a held note before the downbeat
我像落拍前 那个被静静按住的音
a whole day folded, not yet gone
整个白昼 叠在掌心 还没散开
it doesn''t push — not yet
它还不催 时候未到
it only leans me to the edge
只把我 一步步 引到最前
so I keep still — I keep still
于是我屏住呼吸 屏着
wound to a pitch just under sound
静到 连声音都沉了下去
the hand behind me counts me down
身后那股力 替我倒数
and holds — and holds — until the holding breaks
悬着 悬到尽头
and lets go
才 骤然 松开
"…steady… hold your line…"
"…稳住… 守住你的线…"
"…not yet… wait for it…"
"…还没… 再等等…"
"…on my mark…"
"…听我号令…"
"…and — clear."
"…好 开始。"
and it breaks — the hand lifts clean
然后它松开 那股力 悄然退去
everything held comes forward at once
屏住的一切 一齐 奔涌向前
no more mark, no more not-yet
不再有号令 不再有那声还没
the holding lets go
那口一直屏着的气 终于舒展
carried past the edge of where I held
越过了 我守了很久的那道边