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作词 : 樊宇镈(Coulson Fan)
作曲 : 樊宇镈(Coulson Fan)
编曲 : 樊宇镈(Coulson Fan)
I laugh too loud in quiet rooms
我在安静的场合笑得太大声
Get silent when I care too soon
在太早动心的时候沉默不语
I plan a lifetime in my head
别人一个微笑
After a smile that barely meant a thing to you
我就在脑海里计划了一辈子
They say “you’re so full of light”
他们说我“好有光”
But I’ve been burning out at night
可我夜夜耗尽自己
Trying to be enough
努力成为“足够好的人”
For people who were just passing by
为那些 其实只是路过我人生的人
I’m always dreaming bigger
我总在做更大的梦
But my heart breaks small
却为那些微不足道的小事心碎
From things no one remembers
那些过去很久的伤
But I still recall
我依然藏在心底
I’m too much and not enough
我总是给太多还觉得不够
Too loud when I should hush
在该安静时太吵
Too soft to hide the hurt
太柔软以至于无法掩饰疼痛
But too proud to say it first
却又太倔强 不肯先低头
I give and then retreat
我付出,然后退后
Want closeness, then I leave
渴望靠近,又害怕拥有
I just want to be someone
我只是想成为那个人
That someone doesn’t run from
那个不会被逃避的人
I write love letters in my head
我常在脑海里写情书
To people I barely know
因为一见钟情而喜欢的人
I see the world in color
我眼里的世界全是颜色
But they keep handing me grayscale tones
可他们只给我黑白
They ask me why I care so much
他们问我“你为什么这么在意?”
I ask them how they don’t
我反问他们“你们怎么能不在意?”
I’m not trying to be dramatic
我不是戏太多
I just… feel things in full
我只是全心全意地感受着一切
I’ll light you up like summer
像夏天一样点亮你
Then leave like sudden rain
但你却又像骤雨一样消失
I don’t mean to disappear
我不是埋怨你故意走掉
I just overthink the pain
只是这个伤又会痛很久
I’m too much and not enough
我总是给太多总觉得不够
Too warm but not enough touch
太温暖,却没人伸出手来拥抱
I want to be your home
我想成为你的家
But I always pack up
可失望后却先收拾行李走掉
I say I’m fine again
我说“我没事”
Then write it down at 3AM
然后凌晨三点把一切写进备忘录
I just want to be someone
我只是想成为那个人
That someone doesn’t run from
那个你 不会离开的人
I want to be seen
我想被看见
Like really seen
真正地 被看见
Not “you’re fun”
不是“你很好玩”
But “I know who you are when you’re not performing”
而是“我知道你卸下表演时是什么样子”
I’m too much and not enough
我总是给太多总觉得不够
Too open to act tough
太坦白,无法假装坚强
But if you stay
可如果你愿意留下
You’d see
你会看到
There’s more to me
在我混乱与幻想之下
Than chaos and dreams
还有温柔 坚定 和爱
I just want to be someone
我只是想成为那个人
That someone
那个你
Holds and doesn’t leave
不会抛弃的人
You don’t have to fix me.
我不需要你拯救我
Just see me.
只要真的看见我就好
樊宇镈(Coulson Fan)   ENFP