黐*delusional*

作词 : issacwhereru
作曲 : issacwhereru
编曲 : sn1ku
發現最近自己有啲黐線
精神異常 好似有啲分裂
i always feel like theres someone tryna harm me
am i being delusional
但係呢種感覺太過真實
我都懶得分辨你的好壞
at this point idc how close we really are
的確抱歉 我自己會行開一邊
lately im bombarded with all type of lame shit
might as well just let me bleed
till i turn into a dry corpse
cuz idk how to seek for help
i aint got no one i could trust
可笑 我只可以相信我一個
人性我根本讀不懂
closed ones 唔知幾時佢哋會害我
我好驚 發現我最尊重嗰個
並非表面看得那麼十全十美
如果過去二十年 全部都係假象
我所學得嘅又算乜嘢
plz dont tell ure the person my mum described as
呢啲嘢我唔想再諗 我都唔知點樣可以解決
想搵個人同我分擔 但係自己又死要面子
我討厭自己太有面子
我討厭自己
我討厭
whats up wit me my mental lately just going downhill
idk how to deal with it 其他嘢都顯得不太重要
我唔想再繼續掩飾
一次又一次 當下一次出現
仲有下一次 仍然仲有下一次
single c double c triple c i wanna go back
rn im just too whacked
feel like im running like 80laps
yet idk where should i look at
一個月迷幾次 一個月煩幾次 一個月愁幾次
我真係可以收線
發現最近自己有啲黐線
精神異常 好似有啲分裂
i always feel like theres someone tryna harm me
am i being delusional
但係呢種感覺太過真實
我都懶得分辨你的好壞
at this point idc how close we really are
的確抱歉 我自己會行開一邊
lately im bombarded with all type of lame shit
might as well just let me bleed
till i turn into a dry corpse
cuz idk how to seek for help
i aint got no one i could trust
可笑 我只可以相信我一個
人性我根本讀不懂
closed ones 唔知幾時佢哋會害我