crystalglass(demo)

作词 : Vanessa Tinberus
作曲 : Vanessa Tinberus
编曲 : Vanessa Tinberus
a quarter to the appointment
离约定时间还有一刻钟
I counted the minutes, the seconds
一分 一秒 都是煎熬
swallowed by my fear
我被恐惧吞噬
suffocated in the dispute with Mr. Wrong
在脑海的混沌中几近窒息
how did I end up here in the mist of uncertainty and savage beasts
我为何沦落到如此境地 在未知的荒野求生
am I never good enough for all I wanted
或许我配不上我想要的生活 是吗


I can feel the crystal glass ahead of me
我能感受到一面玻璃横亘在我前方
blocking my way to the outside
阻断我逃离的出口
but I built it up myself when no one knew
但它是我在孤独时亲手建起的
I cannot pull it down though I tried
无法被击碎 无法被移除
you''re an intruder, but don''t apologize
你无意闯入我的世界 所以不必抱歉
I''m offensive, I like to hide behind the spotlight
我提防一切 避开世人的目光


still learning to accept the girl in the mirror
我仍旧在努力接纳自己
simply one more step can take arms and swords
艰难前行 想赢得每一步的胜利
although nobody wins the war
即便这是我虚构的战场
why am I stuck in here among the fierce enemy
我为何沦落到如此境地
right before I land on the shore
在上岸前一刻被敌军围攻
I''m drowning can someone pull me up
多希望有人可以拯救溺水的我


I can feel the crystal glass ahead of me
我能感受到一面玻璃横亘在我前方
blocking my way to the outside
阻断我逃离的出口
but I built it up myself when no one knew
但它是我在孤独时亲手建起的
I cannot pull it down though I tried
无法被击碎 无法被移除
you''re an intruder, but don''t apologize
你无意闯入我的世界 所以不必抱歉
I''m offensive, I like to hide behind the spotlight
我提防一切 避开世人的目光


sometimes I can''t help myself crying
有时我会不受控制地哭泣
sitting in the corner of the room and questioning
蜷缩在角落 一遍遍质疑自己
does anyone care about my existence
真的有人在乎我吗
is there any love that I deserve？
真的有人爱我吗


I can feel the crystal glass ahead of me
那面玻璃横依旧横亘在前方
blocking my way to the outside
阻断我逃离的出口
but I built it up myself when no one knew
但它是我在孤独时亲手建起的
I cannot pull it down though I tried
所以只有我能移除
you''re an intruder, but don''t apologize
闯入我世界的朋友 你不必抱歉
I''m offensive, I like to hide behind the spotlight
这就是我 这就是我