thinkaboutu

Late night, scrolling through what we used to be
深夜，翻阅我们曾经的模样


City lights bleed through my window again
城市灯火再次渗入我的窗棂
Your shadow still sleeps on the right side of the bed
你的影子仍安睡在床的右侧
I tell myself I''m fine, just killing time
我告诉自己无恙，只在消磨时光
But every quiet gets louder when you''re not mine
但每丝宁静，因无你而愈发喧嚣
I deleted your number, then typed it again
删了你的号码，却又悄然键入
Muscle memory''s a motherf00er, d00n
肌肉记忆如魔咒，纠缠不休，该死
Said I''d move on, yeah I lied to my friends
说要往前走，对友人撒了谎言
Truth is I''m still here, stuck in your lens
真相是我仍困于你的目光之中


And it''s killing me slow
这正缓缓折磨着我
How you let go so easy, like smoke
你如何轻易放手，如烟雾飘散
While I''m choking on ghosts
而我却在幽灵中窒息挣扎
Every breath feels like hope… that you won''t
每一次呼吸都似渺茫的希冀…你不会


I miss you the worst when I''m doing okay
当我看似安然时，最深切地想念你
Sun''s out, fake smile, but the color''s still gray
阳光洒落，假笑挂脸，世界却仍灰蒙
You''re probably laughing somewhere right now
你大概正在某处欢笑无忧
And I''m still breaking in silence somehow
而我仍在寂静中悄然崩塌
It''s too late to miss you less
太迟了，无法少些思念
Too late, I confess
太迟了，我坦白承认
I''m still f00ed up over someone who left
我仍为那离去之人而心乱如麻


Yeah, I pull up to spots we used to vibe
是的，我驱车前往我们曾共鸣之地
Same booth, same drink, but it don''t hit right
同一个卡座，同一种饮品，却失了滋味
Friends keep sayin bro just get over it
友人劝说，兄弟就忘了吧
How? When your laugh still lives in my skull, legit
如何忘却？你的笑声仍回荡在我的脑海
I''m out here pretending I upgraded my life
我假装生活已然升级
New fits, new whips, still checking for your like
新衣新车，仍偷窥你的点赞
Heart''s on DND but it still gets the notif
心设勿扰，却仍捕捉到通知
Seen at 2:47 yeah that shit still hits
2:47已读，那冲击仍如潮涌
I ain''t text back, pride too loud in my ear
我未回讯，自尊在耳畔咆哮
But I''m screenshotting stories just to feel you near
但我截屏你的故事，只为感你近在咫尺
Pathetic? Maybe. Honest? Hell yeah
可悲？或许。诚实？绝对
Still love you in secret, that''s the worst kinda prayer
仍暗中爱你，那是最凄凉的祈愿


I miss you the worst when I''m doing okay
当我看似安然时，最深切地想念你
Sun''s out, fake smile, but the color''s still gray
阳光洒落，假笑挂脸，世界却仍灰蒙
You''re probably laughing somewhere right now
你大概正在某处欢笑无忧
And I''m still breaking in silence somehow
而我仍在寂静中悄然崩塌
It''s too late to miss you less
太迟了，无法少些思念
Too late, I confess
太迟了，我坦白承认
I''m still f00ed up over someone who left
我仍为那离去之人而心乱如麻


If you ever wonder if I think about you still
若你好奇我是否还念及你
Yeah… every godd00n day against my will
是的…每该死的日子，违背心愿
Not tryna guilt you, just being for real
并非想让你愧疚，只求真实以对
Some cuts don''t close, they just learn how to feel
有些创伤不愈合，它们学会了永恒的痛感


Too late… too late…
太迟了…太迟了…
Too late… too late…
太迟了…太迟了…
Still here missing you in 4K
仍在此刻清晰地思念你
Too late… too late…
太迟了…太迟了…
Guess I''ll always love you… quietly
猜我将永远爱你…悄无声息
Too late… too late…
太迟了…太迟了…
Too late… too late…
太迟了…太迟了…
Still here missing you in 4K
仍在此刻清晰地思念你
Too late… too late…
太迟了…太迟了…
Guess I''ll always love you… quietly
猜我将永远爱你…悄无声息